and how (y)our way of life / everyday actions relates to its condition
because you (like many) are not really living with balance, within the confines of this planet:
disclaimer/warning: may be harder to accept with increased age, weakness, or other unfavorable conditions to make the needed changes
1) Browse through my YouTube channel and its relevant playlists (i.e. from (1) - (3)). If you want a quicker primer-like briefing, jump to the “Top 16”
2) Learn about our dependency on artificial energy by watching (or reading) well-presented documentaries like “Planet of the Humans” or “Bright Green Lies.” “Bright Green Lies: How the Environmental Movement Lost Its Way and What We Can Do About It” is also a great book, and you may prefer to first preview it with my reflection/sampler from it.